this heartbreak is overdue?!

I've seen things 

I shouldn't have seen

I've done things

It shouldn't have been

He took away my innocent eyes

then he left without a smile

I've never felt so stupid 

in my entire life

dunno what to do

how to stay alive

I keep seeing what I saw

keep dreaming what I draw

I'm lost in my own emotions

drowning in my past temptations.