Knot of confusions

I was a shadow

of a broken dream...

I was a liar

in a clear stream...

I wanted a crazy path

so I can have a bath

in this boring lonely scene

I don't even know what that means

there's a place called peace

It was there in the mist

I couldn't see it

because I wasn't seeing

I was looking

Petrified of my own thoughts

I left with a knot.