what do I really want in life?

I am currently working at Central Market at Choc Boutique as a supervisor.. and I'm doing fine... u know.. but I do have that "wtf-am-I-doing?" issue...  and honestly...
I can't answer that simple question that constantly ringing in my head...
"wtf am I doing here?"
"what do I really want in life?"



and until now, I CANNOT ANSWER MYSELF.

I wanted to get a job, so that I can earn a little bit of money.. and gain a little bit of experience.. cuz I always dreamt of making my own business... but here's a little thot that suddenly occur to me... I wanted to build a hotel, a cafe... so I should've work at a hotel, or a cafe/ restaurant.. but rite now, I'm working at a chocolate shop!!! what does that got to do with my dreams? I dunno... I didn't think straight I guess...
and about the salary.. I was freaking pissed off.. it was bad.
my 1st paycheck was... I dunno... wasn't as great as I expected it should be when I first apply for the job.
but then again... it's all about the experience.. I just wanna have something to do while waiting for the degree intake on september.. so that's ok.

so I was saying about what do i really want in life.... the other day,
I sit at home, looking at my money.. thinking... "why do I even want these money? why do I even want more?"
and it hit me...
"buy something u always wanna buy when u were a kid..."
like what barbies?
then I thot really hard....
and suddenly I remember about all the gadgets that I want, all the clothes that I want.. all the make up.. everything...
and I said to myself "maybe that can make me happy!"
will it?! I haven't figure that one out yet..wait til i get enuf money to buy all the things I have eva wanted...

THINGS THAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED:
1. a beautiful gorgeous skin... clean and clear...
2. a Hot body.
3. motorolla razr something

I dunno.. why am I even telling u all these?

it should be my dirty little secret!

I walk this earth alone trying to figure out this life... and I come home empty handed not knowing what to do and where to go next..cuz I failed to answer my own simple question.

WHAT DO I REALLY WANT IN LIFE?

lots of money so I can buy all the things I've always wanted...?
travel to all the places that I've always dying to go.. ? for what? what do I wanna do once I got there? sleep at the hotel?
do I wanna travel alone, or with my sister or with my friends?
am I wasting my time here by just thinking?
or am I saving some time...?

TIME IS PRECIOUS PEOPLE.

TIME IS PRECIOUS.